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My Ambitions and Dreams Writing Assignment

Ever since I was little, one of my biggest dreams was to become famous. Of course that dream has now been refined to something more specific, being a singer in particular. Growing up with music probably contributed to this passion of mine, though I’m not quite sure how it became so strong. At some point in my life, I’ve started to think that it would be impossible to live without being able to listen or sing to music. Though the logical side of my brain knows this dream is most likely not possible, there’s still a small hope that lingers. The way I think of it now, rather than making being a singer my life’s passion, I should focus on a job that lets me live comfortably. I would then be able to make singing a hobby. And even though I yearn for the lifestyle of some famous people, that lifestyle might be a lot harder to deal with than I think it is.

The reason I started wanting the lifestyle of a famous person probably started when I began following many types of Asian idol groups or bands. I would see them working hard on stage, during concerts and interviews, but relax and let loose with each other off stage. The stage presence and difference between the two atmospheres always left a big impression on me. In actuality though, I know that these people go through a lot of hard work and training just to get a chance at the position they’re in. Most of them train for years and years just to get put in a group, and some never even get to debut.

In Asia, the prime age to start training someone to become famous would probably be around middle school age. In that sense, I’ve missed my mark a long time ago. But if I had amazing natural talent I suppose it would work out. Even with talent, I would have to hire a vocal coach, or attend singing lessons, just to get the basics down. I would need to exercise more, do cardio workouts to increase my breathing capacity. If I wanted to be an idol I would have to take dance lessons, something I’ve always been naturally bad at. I would probably have to go to salons regularly and take extra care of my appearance, something that would trouble me in the beginning.

Although I want to become a famous person and think the lifestyle would be fun and interesting, I know it has its down sides. For one, I’m a person who likes to speak my mind. Many of my friends are used to my blunt side, so they think nothing of it, but if I was to appear on camera, I would probably be required to tone down or sugar coat a lot of the things I want to say. Keeping up appearances would also be quite hard for me. I wouldn’t be able to freely spend time with my friends as I can now and rumors would probably start quite easily. And if I actually made it as a famous person, I’d probably have a packed schedule all the time, with hardly enough time to spend with my friends. I’ve heard of some people that need to sleep in between gigs and during traveling because they don’t have time to rest at home.

I’ve already decided now that I won’t bet all my chances on my dreams, but I’ll keep the thought in the back of my head. If I get a lucky chance, I’ll gladly take it, but if it never happens I won’t get disappointed.

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American Gods Book Report

American Gods by Neil Gaiman is an interesting combination of mythology, fantasy, and mystery. The story is based

on the idea that various Gods exist, and that these older Gods are being forgotten and replaced by newer ones. The story

follows a man named Shadow, and his adventures in helping these Gods regain their power.


The story starts off with Shadow being released from prison early because of good behavior. Shadow finds out that

his wife, Laura, has died, but is reluctant to believe it. On the plane back home, he meets Wednesday, who offers him a

job.  Shadow eventually decides to work for Wednesday, though he isn’t quite clear what the job is. He finds out at Laura’s

funeral that she had been cheating on him with a friend while he was in prison. While he begins working for Wednesday,

he meets many strange people, one of which gives him a gold coin that causes Laura to become the living dead.


The story starts out in a mysterious way. It draws your interest in with questions like “why was Shadow in prison?”

or “who exactly is this Mr. Wednesday?” Many of the people that Shadow meets have ambiguous backgrounds and



Shadow continues working for Wednesday, experiencing many “otherworldly” things. He is kidnapped by a group

of people, and Laura kills two men to help him escape. Shadow then learns that Wednesday and his people are Gods. He

learns that they are trying to regain their power as Gods, as the newer Gods are taking over. When the opposition starts to

target Shadow, Wednesday has him move to a small town called Lakeside. One of Shadow’s old acquaintances recognizes

him as a wanted fugitive and he is arrested again. It is in the county jail that he witnesses Wednesday’s death during what

was supposed to be a treaty.


One thing that repeats in the story is various otherworldly dreams that Shadow has. The dreams are very

descriptive and really give a fantasy setting to the story. The power struggles between the two groups of Gods leave you

guessing on whom, if any, is going to win the war. During this part of the story we get more insight into what Shadow thinks

about things.

Shadow is rescued by Wednesday’s people and they reveal that they are going to pick up Wednesday’s body in the

“center”, a completely neutral area. After Wednesday’s body is successfully returned, Shadow volunteers to do his vigil,

which is being tied to a tree for nine days. During this time, Mr. Town attempts to kill Shadow. Once the vigil ends, the Gods

begin to wage war with each other.


One major theme in the story is mythological Gods, and American Gods does a good job of portraying the Gods, and

their backgrounds. Gaiman does a good job of making the Gods seem human, and not some immortal untouchable being. It

makes these characters more relatable to the reader. American Gods is an excellent book that I would recommend to

anyone interested in modernized mythology.

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Yay! It's kazama_2009 's birthday! Well.. it might not be in her timezone ;O; But anyways, I wrote a smut!fic for her I'm sorry I didn't use your prompts T_T It's... kinda short too >.< I FAIL AT SMUT!! But before that, I will rant a little about real life.

I applied for an intern position at this science museum in my city. Yay I got into the second round of interviews! I don't really know if I'll get the job or not, but if I do, it's a year long job at $9.50 an hour O_O Damn I really hope I get this job. JE is making me go broke.

fghjgdjdfj LOVEJUICE is just too awesome. I keep listening to it and DAMN. Truthfully, I think most Japanese people have crappy english, so the fact that I could understand most of Jin's lyrics made me really proud of him :3

Ah yes, I'll have more cover songs up soon. Just haven't found the time to edit the recordings :\

Title: Burn (random title, sorry m( _ _ )m)
Characters: Kikuchi Yuuka (etsu_chiyo ) x Yamashita Tomohisa (NEWS)
Genre: Smut ♥
Disclaimer: I don't own both chars :( I do however own one character in the omake XD
Summary: "T-Tomohisa!” It comes out slightly mangled, a mix between a shout and a moan.

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I like hot guys and I cannot lie, you other sisters can't deny

XD I finally update my journal since like forever... and it's because of memes D: C'mon inspiration! Lemme write some smut >.<

I was tagged by xx_lovelain_xx    :)

1. Compose a list of your top ten sexiest famous guys.
2. Collect one picture of each guy on your list. (I couldn't resist posting multiple pics ;O;)
3. Post them in your journal.
4. Tag five people to do the same.

MY SEXY GUYS Some of the pictures I just googled LOL

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So um... has anyone found out about my massive schoolboy/uniform fetish yet? *innocent*

and xlolitsnozomix are IT!
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...It's a meme! D: *hides in the corner* XD Yay I got tagged by xlolitsnozomix  !

Each blogger starts with 8 random facts/habits about themselves .
Bloggers that are tagged need to write on their own blog about their 8 things and post these rules .
At the end of the blog, you need to choose 8 people to get tagged and list their names.


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I spy with my little eye, Pin doing each other

.___. Totally my first time writing smut. Sorry if it isn't very good XD It's also really short! I didn't really know what to write for it =x

Dedicated to [info]bachiari because she's just that awesome and she bribed me.

I actually wrote this while listening to Bambina XD

Title: Always Lock the Dressing Room
Pairings: Pin (Yamashita Tomohisa + Akanishi Jin)
Genre: Slight humor, smut
Disclaimer: Me no own ;_;
Summary: He dropped down on the ground, eyes half-lidded, hand traveling along the inside of his thigh. He then ran his hand through his hair, messing it up, and smoothly got back up.

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Today was wonderful :D

Yosh! Today was the Talent Show at my school! I've been worrying about only that for the last couple days and it's finally over!
In the beginning (well actually the whole song) I was nervous, and my voice shook a lot, but I felt so happy because I could hear people cheering my name even though not many people know me ♥ And people started raising their cellphones (like glowsticks) halfway through the song XD And boy there were some AMAZING people at the show! There were so many good singers and dancers! It's maji hard to pick which performance I thought was best!

Also, I listened to Bambina and Beautiful Eyes from NEWS' Taiyou no Namida single :D I love Bambina so much, Pi's voice is like... some sort of.. drug XP

Oh yeah, does anyone want to teach me how to make a LJ layout? T_T I know nothing about LJ!

And now to.. the Get to Know People meme thingy! XD bachiari  asked me the questions!

1. Leave me a casual comment of no particular significance, like a lyric to your current favorite song, your favorite kind of sandwich, or maybe your favorite game. Any remark, meaningless or not.
2. I will respond by asking you five personal questions so I can get to know you better.
3. Update your LJ with the answers to the questions.
4. Include this explanation and offer to ask someone else in your own post.
5. When others respond with a desultory comment, you will ask them five questions

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